Monday Blues.

It finally hit me. Long distance relationships.

Today I literally cried almost all day, for the reason of missing my man.

I saw him on Saturday but, it wasn't so great. Iv'e been pretty sad lately because I miss him.

It sucks not being able to see each other everyday like 'normal' couples would at school.

But its worth the wait. I know its worth it the second I see him. Every time we see each other it's like the first time we met, when we kiss it's like our first kiss, when we hold hands it's like our first time holding hands. And it's just like falling in love with him all over again. I still get those butterfly's in my stomach when he comes over & I just love every second when I'm with him.

But in the end!

He still manages to make me happy even when he's not around! I can't wait to see him. 

He makes me cry, laugh, smile like an idiot & happy. 

'I love you & everything will be okay.'

Downtown:Frank's Pizza & Ed Sheeran

Last night, Thursday around 8:30 we decided to go Downtown to stalk 'Rizzle Kicks, & Ed Sheeran'

We did not go to the concert but we still managed to meet Ed & get his autograph + video recording of it! It was super cold and we were running,crossing the streets & we finally ate in 'Frank's Pizza'

Their slices are pretty huge and awesome! It was really neat. We waiting for a long time for Ed to come out & finally around 12 am he came out & signed peoples stuff! What a night!

2012 Recap.

2012.

I hated you sooo much.

Any-who! the year is ending I am super duper pumped! I am tired and DONE with this year.

2012, you treated me like shit, you made me cry almost every single day, you gave me no hope, and you made me confused about EVERYTHING.

I am ready for 2013,  & I just can't wait what's in stock next, please 2013 treat me right.

I have this thing where one year is good the next year is bad and so on! 

It's like a pattern I noticed ever since. 2010 was bad,2011 was good,2012 was bad so I'm guessing

2013 you WILL be GOOD.

The Downers in 2012

- Lost my House

-Lost 2 kittens.

-Me & my 'we used to be so close friend' well we aren't close as much.

-Gave away all of our cats.

-Had the worst birthday ever.

-Got SUNBURNED!

-Getting sick more easily

-Easter was boring

-4th of July was pretty sad & lonely.

-Halloween was boring.

-Thanksgiving was sad

-Christmas was pissy.

-Breakups.

-Financial Problems.

-Can't go out like I used to.

-Starvation

-Great Depression

-Boring Summer.

so basically this was me the entire 2012

(I've literally cried more than ever before than I did last year)

The Upside of 2012

-Relationship came true.

-Found the guy that is meant for me.

-Drake Concert

-Tiesto LIVE!

-Matt & Kim Concert!!

-Met Two Door Cinema Club!

- Got Confirmed.

-Got an Iphone!

-Began to study study study.

-Bought my app's

-Got my 1st Debit Card!

-5 Months with my bf.

So that is pretty much the positive side of 2012, not a lot but it's something!

So with that ! It all leaves to this....

because, 2013 is a new year, gotta start fresh, and leave the past behind.

Whatever happened! happened.

New Years Resolutions?

- I don't really make these but, I guess it would have to be to give more to those in need because I've been there, I've lived the hobo life & I am poor. So I know how it feels, and it's not so great you know. I hope to get a job in the summer or something? Perhaps learn how to drive & I also NEED to get my I.D (I was a lazy bum this summer and never went to get it done) ALSO! to work out as well since I eat like a fat ass, and although I'm a skinny person with a fast metabolism I need to exercise  to be healthy (and not die of a heart attack) .

I hope you all have a freaking amazing New Year & be happy.

Thrift Shopping + Week!

So pretty much its been pretty chill in the house, playing board games.

My little sister got this sculpting pottery thing & I was like 'why not make something!'

- this is my 1st attempt of making a heart shape & bc I've been obsessing 

with Arcade Fire (cos I love them so much) I wrote down ARCADE FIRE.

So for my 5 month anniversary I decided to make my bf a sculpted heart ! 

This is the final product ! 

I kind of messed up in some parts but managed to fix it.

ps; he bought me something & I know what it is already haha!

I finally went thrift shopping!

bought lots of shirts (mostly v-necks) & this vintage winnie the pooh tea set for 10 bucks!

GREAT DEAL.

I always tend to find build a bear bears so I always end up buying them! super cheap & cute

It's kind of sad seeing them there donated, I remember when I made mine I had to promised to keep it forever in the store while making it LOL.

My brother bought a bear as well. I told him to get this one bc it looks like Snuggle!

- I saw these shoes & was like "If only I knew how to wear heels id buy this' so I showed them to my sister bc obviously I wanted her to buy them for herself! So she did, plus they were her size! 

I tried on this LSU college sweater that I liked, the only sad part was it barely fit me

aka the sleeves are a LIL short, BUT I STILL BOUGHT IT bc I really reallyyyy loved it.

& so I also finally bought my red lipstick! 18 hour stay.

& we ate pizza. which I am full of right now.

Christmas in Longview,TX.

So we went on a road trip to Long-view,TX where my aunt lives at.

We got a flat tire on our way there (scary) but we made it safely.

-Mom & Sis (my aunt)

- Having to much fun taking pictures.

"Rocking Around No Christmas Tree!"

-Because Rodrick is HOT.

(My cousins gift)

 -Waking up Christmas Morning!

-Dougal finally looks fat!

 - On our way to BK! my treat to my dad & sis.

 -We found a stray dog outside my aunts house I named it MAX.

& In that moment I swear we were infinite.

I miss my dog(s) 

I forgot to tell you; I miss you.

"So long ago we were dancing and singing

And it all meant something

So long ago, me and my friend we were friendly 

And now we don’t see each other no more."

I haven't been feeling well lately. I really miss one my friends.

I mean I just want to hang out like we used to, & laugh & be evil haha!

You were there for me. it's sad we don't even talk like we used to.

I rarely see you, & when I do its like we're afraid to talk to each other.

I hope someday we will be how we used to be.

I have so much to tell you, but ... you're kind of far away from me.

Sometimes I wish you were there.

& Its like I want you to look at me, but you turn your head away.

anyway,

I forgot to tell you I miss you.

Last Week Before Winter Break!

Last Week before Break in Pictures!

- Got my free coupons from LAYS.

(because I emailed them a complaint about my hot

flamin lays not having any seasoning which was TRUE.)

- Went to a Posada.

(we only went for the food)

- Secret Santa gift! 

SMOREEESSSS!- Loren was my secret santa LOL. 

- By far the most original, cutest gift I got by Vanessa from my choir class.

She loves glitter & when I opened it glitter was falling (so magical) & like I thought this was really cute & original. It showed me she really enjoyed making it & you can actually tell/feel the love in this gift It just made my day!  

- Finally we got our NEW 2012-2013 Choir Shirts ! 

-Studying for finals. At least trying to.

- Had lots of fun writing & decorating the front of the envelope LOL.

these made me laugh. 

- Spending my Wendsday eating Doritos with Ashly'McAshly! 

- I aslo gave her 'mini present' lol some snacks, her vintage coke, christmas card !

I just love her lol !