A Night in Paris; Homecoming'13

 - Met a new friend, aka Miguel ! my dance partner for the night!

 - "Selfieeee"

- Me & Leeann ! ^^

 - My TCC 5th Period Group Photo !

(Alan, Paula, Antonio & I)

- Homecoming last night was pretty fun & alright.

I'm glad I got to go & spend time with my groupie!

Senior year so far & life lately.

(Math quiz that I turned in)

(thug faced. this is so ugly)

♥

So It's been too long since I've blogged at all.

Honestly I have no motivation whatsoever.

But any who he'res a short summary

HOMECOMING WEEK!

I didn't participate much only on Wednesday & Friday 

I did twin day with none other than my bff David! & Red Out 

Friday was such a good day, normally I don't participate in school spirit stuff but

It's my last year, might as well have fun & the pep rally was the shit! 

There's been a shit load of new album releases, song leaks & just its crazy.

I can't wait for next month because it's OCTOBER! Who doesn't love October?

I'm planning on going to Haunted Houses!! Phobia / ScreamWorld.

New albums coming out as well!! September needs to leave asap.

Davids 17th Birthday Hang.

Aug,10th, 2013 - Davids 17th Birthday!

I got to spend a day with my best friend on his birthday & here's what we did.

I bough him his cupcake cake that he wanted ! at 7am (some real shit right there)

We went to walgreens & bought lil kids drinks haha! did some filming in there.

After that we went to funplex which I've never been in ! but now I have

did more filming there. We picked up Amy & headed to TRACK 21.

Did some laser tagging which NEVER AGAIN cause it was just NO.

My boyfriend met us up there to play along! There was some awk vibes.

but it was still pretty decent. We went to eat at Chipotle which I didn't seem appetizing.

We hanged out at Starbucks & just sat there/ 

It was fun over all ! glad I got to spend another year with my bff.

Because who knows what the next year will bring.

When.

These things were the happiest days I had. Over my high school years with people. I miss every thing. 

-When we went to scream world for the 1st time (Me,Sis,David & Amy)

- When we started hanging out every morning together. (April,Me & David)

- When David invited me to his 15th Birthday & his mom paid for me. (Me, David & Amy) 

- When April came over & we broke the neighbors lil bench by siting on it during Christmas season. (Me & April) "Santa came a little early" lol

- When we went to the Galleria by metro. (Me, April & Ary) "Lets be friends" lol

- When we went to the Sony store & literally spent an hour using their laptops making random videos & taking pictures. (Me, April, Sis & her friend) 

- When we went to Ross together & helped me with my fashion sense. (April & Me) 

- When David would buy us breakfast aka frappes & McDonalds. (April, Me & David) 

- When she came on my bus & spent my 15th birthday together (Ashly & Me) 

- When it was the day after valentines day & David bought me a box of chocolate as a thank you token for the carnation bc he never knew I'd actually send him one. (Me & David) 

- When I had my very first brown bag concert in the LGI & April was there to support me. (April & Me)

- When we sat in my uncles car & had a bonding moment with Ahmon the cat lol (April & Me) 

- When we went to McDonalds after school & ordered the 20 piece nuggets & Oreo shake. (David & Me)

- When we went to Tall David's house, explored, laughed so bad nearly peed bc of his "sexy photo of his mom" tried on his clothes, walked to McDonalds ordered a happy meal & went to Walgreens to get big bars of cookies n cream! (David, Tall David, Me) 

- When we went to McDonald's after school made a zombie apocalypse video & ran back home to the rain and ordered pizza at night and went to fiesta to pay his bill lol and game stop. (David & Me) 

- When we had A lunch together for the first time (Me, & Ashly)

- When we walked to the HK for bubble tea & went to the Arcade. ( David & Me) 

- When I was on oovoo with David explaining how I was hungry but too scared to order a pizza & how David told me to walk to the HK but it was night time & was scared. So he showed up at my house to take me out to eat & I had to leave a note for the first time ever in my life lol & we went to the schools poetry singing thing, bought me a cupcake then headed to McDonalds ordered a BBQ chipotle snack wrap grilled then dropped me off home. (David & Me)

- When we stayed after school for gamers club. Wth were we thinking. (David, Me & Tall David) 

- When we were waiting on his sister to pick us up. Stranded outside Tall David's neighborhood & we were petting a stray cat & he told me "You're brave" (David & Me) 

- When we went to go out and eat pho with his sis & mom & some other lady. (Me,David & his mom) 

- When Ashly would come over the apartment. 

- When we went to go watch breaking dawn part 2 at memorial (Ashly, me, Bf) 

- When we spent Christmas together. (Ashly& me) 

- When we went to target & made random videos then went to the fair. (Ashly n me)

- When she came over to bring me food (Ashly n me)

- When we practiced I MY ME MINE at his house & had karaoke, drank wine & had some weird convos. (Me, David & Elizabeth) 

- When we auditioned but didn't make it (me, David, Elizabeth )

- when He gave me a cookies n cream bar as a Xmas gift (David n me) 

- when we had lunch together ! (Me, David, tall David) 

- when he'd sing "Help, I have done it again remix to Anette y r u a scene kid" & I'd be like "Why are you obsessed with scene kids" (me & tall David) 

feelings toward LOVE.

When you're in love you feel many things.

It's like nothing can stop you too, literally NOTHING.

I am in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend.

We have 11 Months being together. It's hard & complicated at times.

There has to have A LOT of trust in these things.

There are days were we fight for days, and we get mad at each other and sad.

But really we try fixing it and fixing it until we got it together.

Then there are days were we are really happy that we end up crying,

or just too many emotions really.

A lot of people say "I can't live without you."

tbh, I think that phrase may be true just a little.

Some people just can't live without the person they love.

But in my type of situation, I really have nothing in life, my life sucks

It's really bad & because I am poor I really don't have much to be happy with

& because of that I honestly believe if my bf & I ever broke up my life would

be really depressing I would technically have NOTHING but my sorry life.

I guess that phrase benefits for people with really harsh situations like mine.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, most you people say "I don't need a man" or

"wow look at that lovey dovey couple ew." " I can live without you" I just think you're slightly

a little wrong. You will know & understand when your time comes

where you fall in love with the RIGHT PERSON not just any person.

You'll know it when you feel it, you'll have conclusions & everything will make sense.

So until then, some of you will never understand my feelings towards love & my bf.

The feeling is really something.

what is up with me & hospital visits.

Hey there blog.

Haven't been blogging as normally.

I haven't been feeling so great sadly & this is the summer

I never expected really ... it sucks.

I have been going to the doctor to the hospital to another hospital

I have acid reflux, Memorial Hermann said I have bronchitis but TX Childrens

said It's the reflux/heart burn. Atm, I'm taking my Nexium pill.

You do not know how much I have been stressing out these past few days

SOOO much worrying but today I did my best to not think about it or anything and I feel

a little more secure than before. Honestly I hate the question 'How are you feeling?'

due to the fact anything can happen to your mood or feeling whatever.

I'm glad they did blood tests on me and everything was FINE.

I'm a healthy girl apparently! Which is great cause I thought I wasn't.

Well throughout the days where I've been feeling like utterly shit! My 

amazing boyfriend has stayed up all night for me when I was in the hospital via text.

We camed on my phone and he even drew me a lovely drawing that made me rlly happy!

He's the best thing in my world and I just love him. Thanks loveee!

Other than that, the nexium pill is going to take a while to work for me

& I'll keep not thinking too much over it and try eating more healthier  &

be back on track with my eating (I lost 5LBS no good) but yeah

Also I'll be praying too ! & just try to be more calm and hope I'll feel better!

Last Days of School.

Last Week.

 Last Day as a Junior.

So yesterday was my last day of school!! & last day as a Junior.

Iv'e got to say it was a hell of a year for me! 

I took my English final first, and we had to write a letter to Mrs. Fason (best teacher ever)

& as I was writing she dropped a little note on my desk (pic above) 

As I was writing I wanted to cry because, she's literally such a caring teacher,

she knows what she's doing, she expresses herself the way she is & that was awesome!

"The BEST teacher."

I know many students are like "You're the BEST teacher ever" because they give easy

grades, let them do whatever they want. To me that is NOT the best teacher ever.

We had to work for our grades, although she loved us we still had to put effort no 

matter what! & we'd have our life-lesson convos during class randomly & that was the

BEST part of class because you'd really sit there and THINK about life and about people.

I just love the way she talked to us like a normal person would, many teachers hide their

"real" self because they're teachers but Mrs. Fason was GREAT she would tell us if she was

in a bad mood or good mood or terrible, she let us see apart of her & she saw a part of us.

& One day she walked in class really mad at us "You guys are showing me that you 

don't give a shit about the work, well guess what I don't give a shit about you too,

how does that feel?" It was not surprising seeing her bitch at us it was like wow you're

just saying it like nothing and that's just great because teachers are afraid of bitching at their

students! & That really I was like -applauds- She gave us tough love and I appreciate it.

This is one of the "realest" teachers Iv'e ever met and It's sad I won't see her next year.

So she gave me a book & (I will read it) hugged me after the bell rang, it was so sad.

On the other hand,

I am a Senior now, about time.

Summer's here, & this time I will try to enjoy it bc last year was so shitty.

I hope to hang out with my friends & go out to places. We'll see.

Happy Summer!